Are You there God? Its me, Annietra.

I cry out with no reply. And I can't feel You by my side...

Where is He?

Where's God?

Did He go away on a business trip? Is He just up in the heavens with a "Do Not Disturb Sign" on the door?

I really needed you. I really needed that miracle and it didn't show up.

I believed for a miracle.

My heart is aching right now.
I don't know what else to say.

Then again, I am the screwup. Maybe its just my fault. My fate.