Fake, Fraud, Phony

I am such a fraud. A screwup and a fraud. I have gone around putting on this mask and encouraging people and telling them how good God is and how to live, and I haven't been doing it myself. I have not lived any of the things that God has been asking me.

I have not been living in the intentional fellowship and community He has asked.
I have not been working hard and keeping up with my school work.
I have not even been fully trusting in Him at all times.
I have not even been contacting Him daily for all my needs and have not taken Him as my supply.
I have been asking so much of Him, but I haven't even met Him half way.

This entire year was supposed to be a year of amazing newness. I was supposed to be growing spiritually, mentally, learning to be more responsible and taking advantage of my time at UMHB. I have screwed up.

He doesn't have anything to work with...

I know I can turn it all around. But is it too late?

Please tell me that You still have enough grace for a wretch like me...