New Year

I am ready to go back to school. I think I need structure to keep me focused and keep my mind off of things that are beyond my control. Home is becoming less like home for me. I think God is doing this for a reason. I am happier at school. Sometimes it doesn't seem that way, until I come home and my entire attitude changes (for the worse). I grow and learn at school. I am less negative when I am at school. Its definitely the structured environment. I am not disciplined enough (yet) to keep my day structured, so I need classes and work and meetings to do that for me. Being on my own also helps. I never thought that I would miss routine, but I do, I really do. It gave me something to look forward to. Its just something I need. I come apart here and everything seems to fall into place there. Guess life's funny that way.

Its a new year. I don't have a resolution. I don't think its required. I don't really want one. I have overall goals for my life and I will continue with them this year, next year and thereafter. Why do I need to resolve to do something that I won't really stick to?

Not much else to say for now. Alot of things in my head but they haven't made their way out yet. I'll be back when they do. :)