Sunday, December 16, 2007

Ready to Run

I want to run away.

And if I had the money I would. I really would.

Just to start over. Completely over. Somewhere that no one knows me and I can forget myself too.

I've been questioning alot of things in my life lately. I feel like the world is moving around me really fast and I am looking around trying to find direction. I see everyone moving forward with their lives, moving on. And I am looking around in the dark trying to find the street signs.

I just want to cut and run.

It seems easy. I'd get a clean slate. No ties. No history. Just me, a good car, a bible, a pocket full of cash, and my dreams.

If I could press restart and go back to high school, I would have done so many things different.

But I can't go back. I know I can't. So, the next best thing to do is run. Right?