Newness

I feel a bit "bleh" today. I hope I am not coming down with anything. That wouldn't be good when the semester is staring to get really busy!

Got a new and improved start with someone really special! So far, so good! New stuff is always exciting especially when its with someone you love. ;)

Not much else going on other than school, work, lifegroup (which is very good), reading, and enjoying the Lord.

Another new thingI get to start a girl's disciple group next week with some girls from lifegroup. Even though its super early Monday morning (i am not a morning person), I think it will be a good start to the week.

Oh, and I will start walking tonight. Another new thing for me. I think that will be some good time to see the campus, visit with Jesus, and get my cardiovascular exercise on (in the words of Elmo). :)

Mutual Mistakes

You can't really lay blame anywhere when there is a mutual mistake. Its mutual. You're both to blame. You can't really say the other person (s) made you do it, unless they threatened to kill your dog or held a gun to your head. So, once again, its mutual.

So why do I feel I am being blamed?

I am so human. I am not using His grace as a safety net or justification for what I do. I know that I screwed up and turned back to my old self and I am sorry for it. That old me sucked and I don't like her all that much. She was moody, hateful, and had no boundaries. But because I have an awesome DAD, when I screw up, I am disciplined in love and taught a lesson so I can do a 180.

I am in the light and the more I am, the more I see my faults. And when I see them, I apply the cleansing blood. Brings stronger light, stronger anointing. Its a continuous cycle. And if I stay in it, I won't continue to make the same mistake.