And I know that it's a wonderful world

But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

Its time to leave. I am excited and scared and sad. Its a bittersweet moment.

I hate bittersweet moments. The bitter usually gets to me more...

I didn't think it would be this hard to say goodbye. Its not really "goodbye" per say. Its actually see ya later. The school is only 2.5 hours away and I feel like I will be half a world apart from my family...and especially Daniel. We've been practically attached at the hip for nearly two years now. This is really going to be a test.

But there can't be a testimony, without a test.

Thank you Lord that I am able to cry. You gave me such a special reason to cry today. Even though its hurting, I am so glad that I have Daniel to smile at and cry about.

I love YOU. And you too, Daniel.