Lonely Nation

I am supposed to be here. I am meant to be here. If the sky falls down on top of me, if I am the most hated person on campus, I am supposed to be here. You said this was it, this was for me and I know You don't lie.

So, why do I feel like the kid who doesn't fit in? You know, the loner kid? The same feeling I have had for the past 3 years. Why is it back?

It needs to go away.

I am trying and its not working. I give up. I'm so done. I'm tired.

I miss home. I was safe there. My feelings were safe there. I had people there. There weren't many, but they were mine. :/

For the first time since I've been here, I really truly miss home. I am so homesick right now, that it hurts. My hearts not in it right now...

Singing without tongues
Screaming without lungs
I want more than my lonely nation
I want more than my lonely nation
Desperate we are young
Separate we are one
I want more than my desperation
I want more than my lonely nation