Money

I've never cared too much for money. No, I'm not kidding. Its not like I am throwing it away or wiping my behind with it. I do understand its value. But I've never cared too much of it because it causes too many problems. If you lack it, you can't pay bills. If you have alot of it, you are never quite sure if you are doing the right thing with it, even when it seems like it. All this said, there is lots of money problems going on in this house. You can feel the stress and its creating so much tension. Over my entire life, many arguments have occurred in my house due to money. More than I can count. Money is making me melancholy. Its not the root of all evil, its the root of disappointment, sadness, stress, and anger. I am supposed to go to fun-filled Jamaica really soon and we can't afford to get our passports. My dream vacation may continue to be a dream. Bills are going over due. Tuition is due...Its too much. Tension is coming to a head. I need You to take this off of me tonight...